{"id":3420,"date":"2010-06-04T09:38:55","date_gmt":"2010-06-04T01:38:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/nick.onetwenty.org\/?p=3420"},"modified":"2010-06-04T10:29:00","modified_gmt":"2010-06-04T02:29:00","slug":"gone-too-soon","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/nick.onetwenty.org\/index.php\/2010\/06\/04\/gone-too-soon\/","title":{"rendered":"Gone too soon"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I <a href=\"http:\/\/nick.onetwenty.org\/index.php\/2010\/05\/31\/goodbye-mao\/\">miss my cat<\/a> so much.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/nick.onetwenty.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/06\/DSCF5421.jpg\"><img data-attachment-id=\"3452\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/nick.onetwenty.org\/index.php\/2010\/06\/04\/gone-too-soon\/dscf5421\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/nick.onetwenty.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/06\/DSCF5421.jpg?fit=480%2C348&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"480,348\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;3.5&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;FinePix S100FS&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;1275365732&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;17.1&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;200&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0.0023809523809524&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"DSCF5421\" data-image-description=\"\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/nick.onetwenty.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/06\/DSCF5421.jpg?fit=300%2C217&amp;ssl=1\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/nick.onetwenty.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/06\/DSCF5421.jpg?fit=480%2C348&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/nick.onetwenty.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/06\/DSCF5421.jpg?resize=480%2C348\" alt=\"\" title=\"DSCF5421\" width=\"480\" height=\"348\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-3452\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/nick.onetwenty.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/06\/DSCF5421.jpg?w=480&amp;ssl=1 480w, https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/nick.onetwenty.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/06\/DSCF5421.jpg?w=300&amp;ssl=1 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 480px) 85vw, 480px\" data-recalc-dims=\"1\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>I spent Wednesday drawing pictures of her and on Thursday Heidi and I made a list of all the little things that she used to do. For the last few days, I&#8217;ve found myself softly singing &#8220;Gone too soon&#8221; when I&#8217;m alone.<\/p>\n<p>Now I&#8217;m listening to it:<\/p>\n<p>I ruminate overly on concepts at the best of times, and now I&#8217;m spending a lot of time thinking about death, life, what constitutes an individual, and how transient it all is. I switch between feeling grateful for those around me, and then just hoping that our time together will last and committing myself to making the most of that time.<\/p>\n<p><em><strong>Update<\/strong>: Added image and link.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I miss my cat so much. I spent Wednesday drawing pictures of her and on Thursday Heidi and I made a list of all the little things that she used to do. For the last few days, I&#8217;ve found myself softly singing &#8220;Gone too soon&#8221; when I&#8217;m alone. Now I&#8217;m listening to it: I ruminate &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/nick.onetwenty.org\/index.php\/2010\/06\/04\/gone-too-soon\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Gone too soon&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":67,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"spay_email":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/paLsRH-Ta","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/nick.onetwenty.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3420"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/nick.onetwenty.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/nick.onetwenty.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nick.onetwenty.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/67"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nick.onetwenty.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3420"}],"version-history":[{"count":32,"href":"https:\/\/nick.onetwenty.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3420\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3453,"href":"https:\/\/nick.onetwenty.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3420\/revisions\/3453"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/nick.onetwenty.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3420"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nick.onetwenty.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3420"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nick.onetwenty.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3420"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}